2nd year; memoir of the bygone moments.

Used to,

listen when you said you would be there,

Think about all the times we had together.

Finally, two long years past,

And I have come to accept something will never last.

I can’t look at you to any further extent,

For the reason that it will hurt.

Can’t talk because there is nothing left to say.

I am leaving you and your thought behind,

Because I just need to clear my mind.

I am angered because you wasted my time,

Was hurt because I believed you were mine,

But I just didn’t see the signs from you

And got my heart caught in blinds.

I gave you my love and you gave it away

That’s why my heart is blue.

Having been in the storm was way too hard,

Little did I know that these two long years was worth waiting,

For the scares on this heart were cleared.

Bold I turned today is the rebirth of the once death heart of mine.

This heart is way too strong not to carry on

Way too spirited to find love again.

Thankful for being the reason for my self-assurance.

This is the end of my everything,

Yet the start of new beginning towards the choice of this heart!!!

To the man with great Heart.

To the man with great heart,

Whatever you may prefer to be called;

The countless names that the people call you with,

Doesn’t define the real you!

To me you are no different than anyone.

Known you a long ago yet I still find difficult to know you better.

Those enchanting eyes of yours sparkle,

While you converse with the most sweetest voice in the world.

That melody in you pleases everyone.

The smile that you wear melts the thousand hearts around

The annoying words you always communicate,

Sometimes infuriates, yet it’s so comforting.

That friendly personality you hold is the most beautiful fascination you possess.

And the more important above all: you own the great heart.

Blessing in disguise.

I still remember that first day; I met you

The cold day felt warm near your side.

Those talks and promises

The future we planned had so much in store

The best of time we shared.

The memories engraved in my heart,

And giving my best to foldaway again.

I gave you best of everything,

But all the stress you had put me through,

I would still never wish on you the bad.  

Maybe I should be grateful you walked out that door

But now that you’re a miles away

It hurts to forget all.

why it has to be you?

Sitting all alone; I recall a special part of my life

That part came out of the blue.

And lasted only for a while.

The intentions were real

But the truth is untold.

Every day is an illustration of happiness

There’s no sign of aloneness

Everything was so pleasing,

Because I had you.

But you cleared all that part of mine

And forced to write different destiny.

My mind says to move on,

But the heart never followed it.

And So many questions were left unanswered.

Loving someone like you,

Without limitations, expecting nothing

Had always wished for your happiness

But the evil spirit in you destroyed me many times.

Every day I wake up with new hopes,

Convincing the heart to forget all.

But it makes me think over everyday

Why it has to be you; always you?

MaMa My SuPeRwOmAn.

I am not out of the ordinary after your name. I would never understand what actually the life is in your absence. You are the most beautiful thing that has ever happened in my living.

Your smile is literally the cutest thing I have ever seen in my life.

I can’t think of any greater happiness than to be with you all the time and yet no measure of time with you will be long enough.

There is this sunshine in your smile, which has always made my days brighter. As a child I have always watched you, followed you and I learned how to be an adult through you. You may not be my choice but you are the best of my life and I am really blessed to have you guide me.

Thank you for making my life beautiful and giving it a reason to live. Through all this times I am very proud to say that I am my mother’s daughter. My mother is my strength, master and a friend who taught me to love life. The little knowledge of mine is not in the stand to describe how much I am thankful to you. For the rest of my life I would remain grateful for your blessing. Because of you, today I have a story to tell and for this your daughter owe you beyond her thought. Mature I may be but without you I would never learn the worth of my life. You and papa have always been my first love and the reason for my hope and dreams I have ever had. Thank you for being with me.  

I love you beyond the earth .... J

HaPPy BirtH DaY.....

Dear me,

Years ago when you first came into life, I have no image of you in my mind. As I matured with you I saw the charm of your smile that always made me glow. I have always enjoyed growing up with you despite the moments being very blurred.  Now you have grown old to the world of adulthood but then also I still see the same you.

 It took many years for you to mature and when you finally grew up to this age, you have gone through many challenges and suffered many mental breakdowns, yet you never gave up being cheerful and lived for good. It is so weird to look back to those days and changes you have gone through.

The passage you have decided to study had many directions: Along this thoroughfare you have failed many times, however you have never stopped to stand and stride to the fore. 
With time you have been introduced with many evils and have steeped on many hazardous shingles. Without fear within your spirit, you have always steeped beyond that dim barrier. You have always wanted to see the world in a very different way. Despite being hurt you have never had grudge and always had respect for that feelings.  

Until now you have passed many stages of life, nevertheless you have a very long to go down the line. Now you have reached to the point where you are about to enter the real world of challenges and shoulder responsibilities. It is amazing how fast you have reached here.

Never be a book for others to write your story to the reason that it is you and I who can only write a true story of you. May you have love in your heart, dreams to keep you motivated, confidence to hold you through, strength to carry on and faith in yourself and have courage in your soul; to the reason that 
you may breathe for what you expect for……!

I am more than a happy for being able to have accompanied you half the road and still hoping to go down till the end….. 

HAPPY BIRTH DAY TO ME!!! 

Nothing changed, yet everything seems different.....

There are lots to put into words for,

What I have embraced in the deepest ocean of my heart.

That is what I say the unidentified thoughts of mine.

However it is very durable to verbalize.

No word is strong enough to,

Express how I felt for you.

And the words are limited to,

Communicate what I have been through.

Loved you more than what I have expected, and

I have projected that to be forever

And always wanted to embrace it

But it is somehow disastrous.

Once you were the only reason for what I desire,

But today that very reason gives fear

Of not being able to forget your whisper

And that music of my heartbeat is still the same.

I strongly believe that you and I were

Never meant to be us…..

And it’s very much worth of letting go everything

But this heart is very much deliberate to let go.

I still hold back those moments

Of pouring out my heart for you

I have loved that every second spent with you.

It was very beautiful to cherish and

Yet it hurts sometimes………