HaPPy BirtH DaY.....

Dear me,

Years ago when you first came into life, I have no image of you in my mind. As I matured with you I saw the charm of your smile that always made me glow. I have always enjoyed growing up with you despite the moments being very blurred.  Now you have grown old to the world of adulthood but then also I still see the same you.

 It took many years for you to mature and when you finally grew up to this age, you have gone through many challenges and suffered many mental breakdowns, yet you never gave up being cheerful and lived for good. It is so weird to look back to those days and changes you have gone through.

The passage you have decided to study had many directions: Along this thoroughfare you have failed many times, however you have never stopped to stand and stride to the fore. 
With time you have been introduced with many evils and have steeped on many hazardous shingles. Without fear within your spirit, you have always steeped beyond that dim barrier. You have always wanted to see the world in a very different way. Despite being hurt you have never had grudge and always had respect for that feelings.  

Until now you have passed many stages of life, nevertheless you have a very long to go down the line. Now you have reached to the point where you are about to enter the real world of challenges and shoulder responsibilities. It is amazing how fast you have reached here.

Never be a book for others to write your story to the reason that it is you and I who can only write a true story of you. May you have love in your heart, dreams to keep you motivated, confidence to hold you through, strength to carry on and faith in yourself and have courage in your soul; to the reason that 
you may breathe for what you expect for……!

I am more than a happy for being able to have accompanied you half the road and still hoping to go down till the end….. 

HAPPY BIRTH DAY TO ME!!! 

Nothing changed, yet everything seems different.....

There are lots to put into words for,

What I have embraced in the deepest ocean of my heart.

That is what I say the unidentified thoughts of mine.

However it is very durable to verbalize.

No word is strong enough to,

Express how I felt for you.

And the words are limited to,

Communicate what I have been through.

Loved you more than what I have expected, and

I have projected that to be forever

And always wanted to embrace it

But it is somehow disastrous.

Once you were the only reason for what I desire,

But today that very reason gives fear

Of not being able to forget your whisper

And that music of my heartbeat is still the same.

I strongly believe that you and I were

Never meant to be us…..

And it’s very much worth of letting go everything

But this heart is very much deliberate to let go.

I still hold back those moments

Of pouring out my heart for you

I have loved that every second spent with you.

It was very beautiful to cherish and

Yet it hurts sometimes………