HaPPy BirtH DaY.....

Dear me,

Years ago when you first came into life, I have no image of you in my mind. As I matured with you I saw the charm of your smile that always made me glow. I have always enjoyed growing up with you despite the moments being very blurred.  Now you have grown old to the world of adulthood but then also I still see the same you.

 It took many years for you to mature and when you finally grew up to this age, you have gone through many challenges and suffered many mental breakdowns, yet you never gave up being cheerful and lived for good. It is so weird to look back to those days and changes you have gone through.

The passage you have decided to study had many directions: Along this thoroughfare you have failed many times, however you have never stopped to stand and stride to the fore. 
With time you have been introduced with many evils and have steeped on many hazardous shingles. Without fear within your spirit, you have always steeped beyond that dim barrier. You have always wanted to see the world in a very different way. Despite being hurt you have never had grudge and always had respect for that feelings.  

Until now you have passed many stages of life, nevertheless you have a very long to go down the line. Now you have reached to the point where you are about to enter the real world of challenges and shoulder responsibilities. It is amazing how fast you have reached here.

Never be a book for others to write your story to the reason that it is you and I who can only write a true story of you. May you have love in your heart, dreams to keep you motivated, confidence to hold you through, strength to carry on and faith in yourself and have courage in your soul; to the reason that 
you may breathe for what you expect for……!

I am more than a happy for being able to have accompanied you half the road and still hoping to go down till the end….. 

HAPPY BIRTH DAY TO ME!!! 

Nothing changed, yet everything seems different.....

There are lots to put into words for,

What I have embraced in the deepest ocean of my heart.

That is what I say the unidentified thoughts of mine.

However it is very durable to verbalize.

No word is strong enough to,

Express how I felt for you.

And the words are limited to,

Communicate what I have been through.

Loved you more than what I have expected, and

I have projected that to be forever

And always wanted to embrace it

But it is somehow disastrous.

Once you were the only reason for what I desire,

But today that very reason gives fear

Of not being able to forget your whisper

And that music of my heartbeat is still the same.

I strongly believe that you and I were

Never meant to be us…..

And it’s very much worth of letting go everything

But this heart is very much deliberate to let go.

I still hold back those moments

Of pouring out my heart for you

I have loved that every second spent with you.

It was very beautiful to cherish and

Yet it hurts sometimes………

My Papa: My Superman …..

I was blessed with a gentle man who directs me with love and care. The first person other than my mother to hold me when I was finally welcomed was him. He always rules my heart with peace. And that’s my Papa. Having him I don’t need a map to position who I am, my identity derives from him and I can proudly declare that I am my dad’s factual daughter…..

There is always a place out of the ordinary for me in him. He is the reason of my existence. He has played many roles in my life since the babyhood and even in the present days. Along the time of me growing up: he has been my friend with whom I used to play with, mentor to guide me and love to shower happiness. He has always sacrificed his desire and contented life just to give me a comfortable life. Even through his tough time he never showed his pain and failed to comfort me and happily fulfilled all my wants.

When I lost my way and felt tired, he has always encouraged me to build up strength to go on and gave me hope. He always accepted my choice and never wanted to let me go against my will. He always taught me to grow strong and never to loss those strength in my life. He never complained about me being mischievous instead he praised me and loved me even more. He has worked really hard even in the dark just to light my future. Though words were very less to thank him for being around me and to explain how important he was to me. Today I want to thank him for protecting and accepting me for who and how I was.

He was my first love, my super hero whom I proudly call: My father! Though this daughter whom you have always treated like more than a princess has failed many times but you have always loved me for what I am. For this reason today I stand where I am just because of the love, prayer and strength that you and mama have built in me. Your belief in me is the greatest blessing on me and your every single word are wisdom which has always inspired me throughout my life.

At this moment your daughter has very less knowledge to describe how important you are but has very stable heart to say that you and mama are my strength, hope and the reason to survive. I am very proud to be the daughter of yours and I am very thankful for given me the name of yours. I have very limited words to describe how thankful I am for you and how I feel about you.  

I LoVe yOu PAPA……YoU aRe ThE vErY BeSt!!!

Yours loving daughter

Dechen Dema Gyeltshen.

I never would have thought that things could change so much…….

It really did hurt for the reason that it truly mattered to me. The worst feeling that I ever had was thinking that I did the best that I could do but at the end it failed to be good enough. I truly had no regret for which I have chosen but the endless thoughts of mine keeps on dipping off this heart with pain.

Back then it was very tough for me to believe in what has actually happened. All my dreams were shattered in just one moment of that time. The stubborn heart of mine suffered a lot just because even the tears were not keen to drift out to make it feel stable. All that beautiful words spoken turned into a demoralizing whisper. The taste of those days really did hinder me a lot in many directions.

That was the very hard-hitting moment that has ever happened to me. Never expected that things would turn out differently and leave a scar behind. Still than that was the best part to remember and moreover it was the worst moment that is long-winded to disregard.  

Who I am today is the same me of yesterday but the only thing that is weird is my feeling and the environment. With the momentary of time everything got established as nothing has ever happened. At this point I feel that whatever has happened did disheartened me but deep inside it only made me feel better. Once I thought that all of my dreams got scattered at that moment but I now understood that my thought was false, since that is not the actual purpose of breathing.

Absence of honesty and sincerity made me dishearten but it does not matter anymore because it is not my belonging. So this is something that I have experienced which is sometimes bitter but when I realize it, this is the best one I must say…for the reason that it made me understand the real feeling of me and my true destiny…….

The VERY BEST MEMORIES OF ME…

The endless thoughts of yesterday with you people have always made me smile with the flow of contentment. All those fights and quarrels among us was the very best to capture throughout my life. Your presence has always given a beautiful definition to what I am today. The taste of this beautiful coalition has always been better and I must say today this tastes a lot sweeter than anything…

The first time meeting was our fate but being together forever and ever is the love and faith that we have for each other. Being with you people and quarreling every time on a stupid topic were the best moment. I should say boxing was the best of all. You have treated me like a princess and always loved and cared me even though I have been rude and stubborn. You have always supported me in many ways. Never thought that this bond will ever exist but after meeting with you guys this unexpected bond has now became more antiseptic and has grown sturdy within a period of time just like the chemical bonds.

You people have always reminded me of what I deserve the most and made me feel the best of all. I want to sincerely respect you all for being part of me and love you all forever and ever. The purpose of me living today is the commitments and faith that you people have in me. 

Though we are distanced from each other, you all have always walked by my side even through my worst days. For this, I can only love you more for your existence and words are not enough to appreciate and thank you people for coming in my life. You all are the most beautiful endowment that I ever had. Those days with you guys are the very best of my life that I will never effort to let go. The most beautiful memory of me being with you all is

“I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED WHO I AM WHEN I WAS WITH YOU PEOPLE”. 

You are my Dearest Friends and My Deepest Love Forever And Ever…..

you'r the best of all i ever had in my life...

Never thought that I could love you but now finally I have fallen for you. And I don’t want to dream the future since it’s just a matter of uncertainty of time. The most important is that I just want to be with you and make this stay a really wonderful and beautiful moment in my life, without thinking about what may happen in the future. Since there is no regret to have you……I just love you and this 

is the best feeling I ever had. 

The moment with you was the best of my life and I want to feel the every fragments of your stay in my life. I will always treasure your love no matter what ever turns out.

You are the very first person to give a meaning to my life, this is the best moment and you are the very best of my life. You will always remain as the best person that I have came across and I will always remain  grateful for your presence in me. and i am proud to let everyone in the world to know that.....is the man i have  loved....