I never would have thought that things could change so much…….

It really did hurt for the reason that it truly mattered to me. The worst feeling that I ever had was thinking that I did the best that I could do but at the end it failed to be good enough. I truly had no regret for which I have chosen but the endless thoughts of mine keeps on dipping off this heart with pain.

Back then it was very tough for me to believe in what has actually happened. All my dreams were shattered in just one moment of that time. The stubborn heart of mine suffered a lot just because even the tears were not keen to drift out to make it feel stable. All that beautiful words spoken turned into a demoralizing whisper. The taste of those days really did hinder me a lot in many directions.

That was the very hard-hitting moment that has ever happened to me. Never expected that things would turn out differently and leave a scar behind. Still than that was the best part to remember and moreover it was the worst moment that is long-winded to disregard.  

Who I am today is the same me of yesterday but the only thing that is weird is my feeling and the environment. With the momentary of time everything got established as nothing has ever happened. At this point I feel that whatever has happened did disheartened me but deep inside it only made me feel better. Once I thought that all of my dreams got scattered at that moment but I now understood that my thought was false, since that is not the actual purpose of breathing.

Absence of honesty and sincerity made me dishearten but it does not matter anymore because it is not my belonging. So this is something that I have experienced which is sometimes bitter but when I realize it, this is the best one I must say…for the reason that it made me understand the real feeling of me and my true destiny…….